sigh

love is all about acceptance, isn't it?

on the move again

alright.. after a temporary stint at multiply, i've decided to move my ass over to wordpress

why?

cos im supposed to work on a website for kenneth soon

and apparently SCOTT highly recommends and swears wordpress is the hotstuff at the moment

oh well

let's see how this works out

>.<

link

pls do check it out and comment pls

thanks, loves ya

besties

dear shee and jaz,

:)

can't wait to see u guys soon

though its for a farewell dinner

:(

love

wen

keys to the hearth

spotted: random goodlooking guy in my office.. this happens rather rarely (like maybe once in three months.. hehehe) but when it does, my day turns a lil brighter.. :)

and the new colleague who took over bestie shee's place is very very very stupid.. oh well, it'll be a really big exam on my patience.. so far so good though she irritates me pretty much hourly.. *sigh*

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kenny surprised me yesterday with something we've both never done before
he secretly duplicated his key and bought a new access card for me
it's the first time he's done this for a girlfriend
hinting that he wants to be with me "long-term"

which is good :))

it's also the first time i've gotten keys to a boyfriend's place
feels rather awesome hahahaa
feels like we're taking that giant big step into cementing our relationship

words can't describe how stunned i was when i got the keys
words also can't describe how annoyed he was when he said i chucked the keys away
LOL

but it was honestly cos i really didn't know how to react
i need to do something for him in return
in need of ideas now

arghhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!

i promise not to bring up the words 'break up' anymore

was talking with kenneth about some issues which weren't serious
when i suddenly joked about breaking up

afterwhich there was this really bad awkward silence
and i felt really bad for joking about it

so we had a short discussion on that

and about ten minutes later,
he messaged me on fb

10:14pm Kenneth
i love you.. very much.. :\
it kindda breaks my heart everytime u say that.. pls dont say it anymore.. :\

my heart melted
i love him so much now
that it's scaring me =(

im gg to try my best for this relationship
i'll try to be more open-minded just like how i am with my guy friends
and be more accepting of his faults/weaknesses

Dear God, i pray..
bless us please
for we love u and i know u love us too
amen

perfect saturday; horrid sunday

so the title says it all.. haha

Saturday seemed to me like the perfect day for chillout
woke up snug in his arms
cooked lunch

Lunch: i made rice, sausage omelette and fried chicken wrapped in beancurd skin :)))

then we played dynasty warriors on ps3
after that, i did some grocery shopping cos i wanted to make dinner

Dinner: Roast Black Pepper Chicken, mashed potato, rabbitfish and country vegetables

i had originally wanted to roast some lamb chops but seeing as cold storage had a promo gg on for chickens at 4.99 so i bought the lamb rack, stored it in the freezer and will be preparing it soon.. =D

went to st james after that.. got bored at 12.30 am and went home.. *yawns*

Sunday started out pretty badly.. Since i left st james around 12.30, i took the keys and went home first.. and he basically got home only at 5+am.. =/ though i trust him pretty much now.. it got me pissed off cos 1) i wasnt able to sleep cos he wasnt home yet 2) i hadda buzz him up so basically i felt like i shldnt slp 3) i got annoyed cos he could have clubbed for maybe 1 or 2 hrs more; instead he clubbed for an additional 4 hrs.. 4) he reeked of alcohol though i left him pretty high at the club already! *sighs*

i didnt sleep that entire night.. its literally a FML right?

then on sunday itself - he left me to finish up the leftover chicken and went out for satay with his female client
didnt hug nor kiss me before he left :(
after that, we went out for dinner with his family bcos of a visiting cousin
then i found something on his hp when he passed it to me to check something (his hands were dirty) ... which really disappointed me and got me wondering about what he does on his phone..

i felt neglected, annoyed and just disappointed..

so tell me, doesnt it sound like what the title suggests? perfect sat; horrid sun
such a balance..

Daddy's Bday

its daddy's bday today

i love daddy

hahaha.. just wanted to say that.. don't know why

i think im missing daddy n the family a lil too much

can't wait to see them all a lil later on..

it's also j's bday today

hmm. nothing much to say about that

LOL

OH, chanced on perez hilton's blog today again..

havent read it in a long long time

and i realised its also perez hilton's bday today..

Happy Birthday Everybody!