CNY mahjong

i finally learnt how to play mahjong!!!! whee~
d mahjong games played on the computers so do not count cos they always have hints whether to "pong" "chi" "gang" or "hu".. hahahaha.. but it's really fun and kinda easy..
anyways, tried it for the 1st time in my 25 years at jun's place and it was eye-opening!!!
then went home and played more with my family on rach's tiny knee-height play table.. LOL.. and this was on the 1st day.. hahahaha.. i lost $13 on the 1st day (learning) and WON $8 on the 2nd day.. whee!~ not bad huh? hahahaha.. any1 learning too? we can play together!! i'm still trying to get the hang of the rules..

so anyways, it was a mahjong cny for me this year!
and somehow, i think we're going to buy a mahjong table soon cos my mum's been itching to buy 1 eons ago but the family (namely my dad and i) had always objected.. but now that i've succumbed to the addictive pleasure of mj (JOKING.. i don't gamble... >.< ), i suppose if the ladies in the house all try to persuade my dad just before going shopping.. we might get a table soon!! whee!~

hey jaz, do u know how to play mj?? or does shee for that matter? LOL.. we shld play/learn together.. so cool~ we can then be called "ah lians", "aunties" or "tai tais".. -_-" LOL

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i finished d book "eclipse" by stephanie myer in 3 hours.. took longer this time cos i was sleepy.. *yawns*

hahaha.. jaz, why are u taking sooo long just to read the 2nd book?

btw, i felt a tinge of happiness which didnt last when jaz admitted that my sharlene cullen post was quite factual.. THEN, on another thought, upon reflection, i'd like to point out that my prior post where i quoted from the book wasn't in d same context with the sharlene cullen post. =P meaning, it's not in reference to me.. *bleH* so don't think otherwise k? (i'm really happy with what i have going)

am also looking forward to the 2nd movie though honestly, the movie paled in comparison to twilight which in my opinion, pales in comparison to the usual reading material i have. but then again, it is light fun-filled reading.

ok.. i'll end this post here.. got nothing else to write or i'll just be rambling again.. ciao~

The Pig

The Pig is an innocent, sweet and lovable personality.

They can also be quite melancholy and over-sensitive.

The Pig loves the company of others, and adores parties, gossip and chit chat.

They are highly intelligent, but prefer to keep this side of their nature under wraps.

The Pig does not care that much for money, but is one of the zodiac signs that is very lucky.

From Kav

who is also a pig.

-_-"

an excerpt: new moon by stephenie meyer

i read new moon, the sequel of twilight, in just two hours.

i'll like to leave you with an excerpt which really struck me.

LOL

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it was a crippling thing, this sensation that a huge hole had been punched through my chest, excising my most vital organs and leaving ragged, unhealed gashes around the edges that continued to throb and bleed despite the passage of time. rationally, i knew my lungs must still be intact, yet i gasped for air and my head spun like my efforts yielded me nothing. my heart must have been beating, too, but i couldnt hear the sound of my pulse in my ears; my hands felt blue with cold. i curled inward, hugging my ribs to hold myself together. i scrambled for my numbness, my denial, but it evaded me.

and yet, i found i could survive. i was alert, i felt the pain - the aching loss that radiated out from my chest, sending wracking waves of hurt through my limbs and head - but it was manageable. i could live through it. it didnt feel like the pain had weakened over time, rather that i'd grown strong enough to bear it.

-page 118-

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RAD and VDAY

i think i have ADD.. haha.. attention deficit disorder..

OR as mei mei says, we both have RAD.. RANDOM ATTENTION DISORDER??

ROFL

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been booked for v-day a mth early

as is the norm.. lmao

*sigh*

but i feel like i should just spend it with alot of friends?

i don't want to lead people on

might get me hurt in the end.

-as always-

an assistant!!

whee!!! my boss just confirmed that i might be getting an assistant soon!!! though i think d temp will prob cover more of my pregnant colleague's work atm cos she's going on maternity leave.. but anyways, dis temp guy would b staying for 8 mths just so as that the company can work out whether im in actual need for an assistant.. weehee! i don't think i "need" one.. but of course, i "WANT" one la!! hahaha.. after all, jaz has 4 assistants!! hmpt!! showoff! LMAO.. but for the time being, im freaking happie!!!!

ok no, i do think i need one.. haha.. cos my workload has increased from the time i've started 2 years ago till now.. so thankfully, i guess when the new guy comes, it'll time for me to start working on other stuff again.. like defences and affidavits and what-nots.. can learn more of the paralegal thing.. ^^

o wells, at first i tot this year started out badly. yeah, i've been really unlucky and my work was getting on my nerves.. so when this news came in this morning, the thought struck me that this might be a turn for the better. and then, thinking back on the past few days, another colleague of mine started being nice to me so im like ??? o.O wad's happening, u know? hmm.. anyways.. i hope this good luck lasts..

let's pray!

it makes it 1 year

i swear, my parents get on my fucking nerves so much, i can just explode!!!!!!!

my dad's on leave this entire week

and they're both combining their powers against me!

bcos if they don't, they'll b at EACH OTHER'S THROATS.

i want to move out!

!!!!RAWR!!!!

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it's 15th January 2009 tomorrow

the dreaded day which makes it a full one year

i hope the stupid bastard remembers

last tot: i don't want to be alone tomorrow!

daddy

my dad's going for an operation tomoro.

operation cataracts

the whole family's been trying to act normal but i know they're all worried including me

though its a supposedly small operation and will be done by a top-notch doc cum professor

we still worry nonetheless

cos we're family, u know

i love u, daddy!

hopefully, everything will come out alright

and he can enjoy his retirement this year

=)

*HUGS & KISSES*

i guess that guy was just acting out of desperation

wad would u do for a $10 red packet??

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ewok aka my first love is back

i can sense him

hahahahaha

~just kidding~

but he is back in sg

confirmed!

will update more soon.

live firing

an mp literally got "fired"

an act of terrorism surfaces once again?

or just a random act by a crazy fella?

random old songs i like

almost had a crazy accident.. my dad forgot our audi was auto n e braked in d mid of d road!!!

cancelled on all appts today.. in no mood to smile at all.. zzz

yoohoo. blogging from church.. i realise im quite a loner..

pple often ask me y i appear offline on my msn when im home.. well, its not that im avoiding pple.. its cos when im home, its my private time..

introverted yeah? lol..

i tink im rambling.. zzz.. tired..

random tot - STOP WAR CRIMES~

How to be Ninja - Nigahiga !!!

ryan's so hawt! *grins*

LONER

sometimes i really like being alone. =)

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song link from chippy

don't u wonder who im missing sometimes?

BUT i wonder too.

HAH

random tots

~there's something about me which attracts vs' like crazy~

...

i dunno why

do i look like a f**king trainer to u?

LOL

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anyways a lil more about my current goingons,

would u risk a 10 year friendship to go onto something a little more complicated?

i've rejected him before when we were 17 and when he was leaving sg

i dun want to do that again. LOL

but just a little more about the person,

currently he's studying overseas and 99% definitely getting pr there. *zzz*

and he's a bloody very decent guy!

~

what is it that attracts me to him?

i tink it's just the thought of having someone i can't have

since he's not gg to be in sg for long and in future.

~

however knowing that, he still wants a relationship with me

BUT, i dun want to get involved in a long distance relationship!

f**k

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i want to auction off a date with me for valentines!

any bids?

LOL

an egoistical and imaginative post. or basically a hoot!

hi, my name is sharlene cullen. here are some facts about me i think u shld know.



fact 1 - i am a cold one. my blood is icy cold and while growing up, people often remark that i am cold-blooded. i used to be tanned and loved the sun but now i seldom venture out during the day and spend even less time in the sun. and when i do go out in the sun, my skin sparkles like diamonds though it feels smooth like tofu.



fact 2 - my eyes, my smile, my face, my attitude and my body attracts "most" people. it draws guys in like bees to honey. however, i seldom get close to them. in fact, i can count the number of people closest to my heart on 1 hand. n i m only friendly when i choose to be.



fact 3 - my eyes are tawny brown. but i often hide them with coloured lens. weird huh?



fact 4 - i am fast. well, i used to be. HAHA. was in track & field in younger days. i was even a black monkey growing up climbing walls and trees. and i swim like a fish. also, i like to think i am strong. in fact, i can carry guys if i choose to. but i don't like to use my strength cos im more often lazy than not.



fact 5 - i like blood. especially with steak.



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OK, am ending here. LOL. hope i brought a laugh to u guys. i'm having fun pretending to be from the cullen family. shall update with more comparisons tomorrow.



=) N i bet u, the latest fashion fad would be to look pale and sick with dark eyebags. =) yay. i have these characteristics. oh and twilight is ok but i prefer anne rice's books. =P


i finished the 1st book of twilight within hmm.. 3 hrs of reading!!! LOL. so easy............. now, i need the 2nd book.. or shld i wait for the film to come out 1st?

i nva trust men. esp even after ewok

(who had sworn he'll nva cheat cos he was cheated on before)

cheated on me

i nva gave my full trust to esp

n i nva trusted jus that much either

haha.. look where it got me.. =)

both went for thai girls almost immed after we broke up

alas, how coincidental

must be my fate

anyways

have been talking to so many guys this couple of months.

and while they all are pretty interesting and exciting in their own ways,

they also disgust and turn me off..

how can u being attached, flirt with me?

how can u about to get married, flirt with me?

and i've learnt that when one has cheated, he'll definitely cheat again.

it's so goddamn easy

men are such bastards sometimes

BUT then again

im still a hopeless romantic

there are some pretty nice boys around me

i only hope i can settle my frustrations and attitude soon

blast from the past

this morning as i was eating some pineapple tarts, my tastebuds suddenly thought of the f*cking delicious pineapple tarts esp's aunt used to make.. LOL

fast forward a couple of hours later, lo and behold, esp msged me out of the blue.. hehehe. n it was really fun talking to him again.. there was this really nostalgic feeling as we kept talking about the old fun times we used to share..

*sigh*

am pretty scared about meeting him up again.. i wonder wad feelings will b invoked upon seeing him again.. after all, we did share a whole 2 years worth of memories.. haha.. will blog more when i see him.. im supposed to sign him into zouk this sat for avb... =)

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i wanted to write more. but tink i better finish up my work. zzz.

just a last note, sometimes i think im thankful to be single now.. WAHAHAHAHAHAHA~