HALLOWEEN!!

whee~

am dressing up this year for the 1st time!

so excited

will post up pics after tonight! hahahaha =X

it's the tot that counts. n the little gifts.

it's always nice to receive gifts..

yest it was a single stalk of rose

today its godiva chocs..

suddenly i feel like singing the carol "twelve days of christmas"

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA..

*beaming*

Tropic Thunder, Baby

thought of the day - sharlene thinks it's freaking cool to be a chopper pilot.

anyways, here's the trailer from the latest hilarious movie i watched.. (MUST WATCH, MAN!!)

~random email~

just came across this email dated 24th October only today.. hmm..~ (almost deleted it.. LOL)

Hey Sharlene,

As you read on, you must thinking why bother reading this message, or let alone reply it? Well the answer is simple, it will only take 10 seconds of your time and it will be of great honor to me if you do. *10 seconds counting down now, you may use a stopwatch to countdown with me* =)

By some elements of chance, I stumbled upon your profile on facebook and was enthralled by your apparent bubbly personality depicted from your profile to send out a message like this.

*name*'s my name and is currently working. How about you?

*10 Seconds up* ...Was it really that torturous? =P

Regards
*name*

im so hmm.. curious~ but that trait kills the cat huh? anyways, prob won't reply him until i'm bored.

ta^ for now.

new msn

oh btw, the weirdest thing happened yesterday.

i logged onto my old msn acc and i found ALL my contacts were totally wiped out!!

it's so clean, it's scary!

i have absolutely no idea what happened.

oh wells, i guess God wants me to really start on a clean slate. rofl

so, anyways, pls add my new msn acc

sharlene.tan@hotmail.com

a simple prayer

Good Lord,

please grant me strength

to say no to people

(when they ask me out during weekdays)

and

to quit clubbing.

Love,

wen

~updates~

some quick updates -

- m confessed last night over the phone
- m and the whole world says g likes me ALOT
- a1 (my first bf ever) is hinting stuff and even wants to buy me a trip to hongkong..
- mr a still likes me. and is frustrated cos im totally ignoring him
- i'm getting frustrated with s1 for no rhyme or reason
- s2 is having his exams so thankfully, im still in the clear
- lulu is blowing hot and cold with me. seems like she's not entirely over the whole episode during sec sch where d entire class alienated her.

hmmm~

ok. alot of work. ciao~

being lame, random n getting nowhere

~blowing hot and cold~

from many different places

to and fro

back and forth with the gazes

WHAT IS IT? i ask

the wind whispers, nothing, its all a bunch of gases

~GOOD GOSH~

OMG

am starting to like the pilots.

can my life get more complicated?

brand new GORGEOUS phone

wheeheheheehee~ GOT MY SAMSUNG OMNIA!! soooooooo happy!!!!

i'm a serial dater

i'm a serial kisser

i'm a BIG flirt

i'm addicted to playing with hearts

but i am no slut

100 laps = a wish to get married

~title says it all~

.i am surprised by the question.

and even more surprised by my answer

.then after a long nice midnight chat under a beautifully halo-ed moon,

a certain conversation pops up in the car and he gets surprised.

.i'm not that big a player as i seem to be.

HAHAHAHA

~u and every1 else got punked~

i'm not as loose as people make me out to be/or i seem to be

*bleh*

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am wishing for the samsung omnia

~whee~

bad girl

dear s,

cara viewed my friendster profile yest.. i don't know what's going on or wad u haf told her.. but u know wad, i feel that she's really a great girl..

don't give her up..

esp not for some1 like me.

.i wish u all d best.

shar

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partied with a bunch of pilots yest.

it's so fun to watch them get jealous of each other.

SERIOUSLY HILARIOUS

jaz, u shld haf come down with me yest

u would have had alot of fun!

my network is expanding again

just like how it exploded back when i was 21

whee^

looks like i haven't lost my touch. HAHA

bad thing is i donch got a phone nor a base.

POISON

fri - lambo, waterfall, martell , towers of beer and a shot of some ridiculously strong shit (whisk them up all together in a racing car and u get puke . . .)

sat - 2 bott chiv n a bott mart

DRUNK

GOT WAY TOO SMASHED

LOST HP

dear friends, pls drop me a text tonight with ur name.

thanks

whee~

just received news! tim and nick are driving down to sg now!! weehee~

~ d PARTY is ON tonight! ~

then there's luwen's 25th bday @ arena tomoro

WOOHOO!

am trying to get more of d old girls to go along

so far, they're being rather -_-"

.sighz.

y can't they b more spontaneous like me?? LOL

Drama Manga / Manga Drama?

am getting bored and annoyed with the 18 year old.

on another topic, watched 20th century boys last night (compliments of joyce).. and found it to be a pretty good film.. impressive editing, stylized shots manga-inspired, decent storyline which pulls u in, ok sound/graphic effects, 'thumbs up' acting by the cast.. so do go watch it.. ^^

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am thinking too much again.. this time tots involving s1 and 3 other girls whom he says "has potential" to be with him.. LOL ^.^ sigh.. but then again, who am i to say anything? here i am, with guys around me too.. HAHAHAHA..

so here we both are.. both waiting and dating other people..

having the best of all worlds

BUT

then to add more to the confusion within my tots,

mr a calls me up today, checking to see if i'm attached.. and as we chat on, i find out he's buying a house soon and is still definitely changing his "already impressively modified" racing car.. and he wants to meet up with me as soon as he finds time for me in his really busy work schedule+travel..

but honestly speaking, he's damn patient with me and d other guys lor.. hahaha.. i'm supposed to be dating him exclusively after j..

even j knew that and "approved".. -_-"

(btw, s2 has also bought a condo appartment which will b ready by next year.. he asked me to decorate it but i declined.)

anyways, back to the story.. might drive up to kl with mr a next weekend.. ^^ hahahaha.. to visit our kl mateys (god, i miss dennis, and the rest jon, tim, dean, anne, etc) soon.. jaz, u wanna come?? ^^ with adriell?

last tot - though im talking about cars, money, houses..

im definitely not materialistic..

nva have been.. sigh.

what am i to do?

i want to stick to 1 guy soon..

just the one.

.my one.

UPDATE - rejected the 18 year old boy.

OMG

God loves a good joke.

now, he's sent an 18 year old kid to play with me..

Because of You - Neyo

Chippy's song of the day

SAILOR WARRIORS

~sailor mars, sailor mercury, sailor moon, sailor venus~

LOL.. came across this on the web today..

man, i love this old school anime!

.stock markets' rollercoaster ride.

.banks with debts.

.healthy wealthy financial institutions going bust.

.7 year old oz, a bringer of death.

.toxic milk.

.poisoned products.
.closure of clubs.

.the hanging for rumors.

.life.

Closer - Neyo

always loved this song.. not sure why.. LOL..

can't find the official mtv version bcos youtube keeps removing them.. grrs..

situations

when everything seems impossible, don't fret.. it will always be possible with the help of God.

that was today's message

but

when it seems like it's all clear, something always happens.. there's drama happening all around me again..

i can't elaborate. all i can say is, i'm stuck. if i leave him now, he'll crumble. again. n i cannot do this to him a second time. how can i?

i haf my goals in mind. but it seems impossible at this point in time.

i pray that the Lord God will lead me out of the crazy situation i am in.

amen

WOW training video LOL

in the shadows

life sucks when u fall in love with somebody and then u run away

life sucks even more when d person u love, doesn't love u back

life is gone when ur stuck with somebody whom u don't love..

my life's such a mess now.. i don't recognise myself anymore, nor does my family for that matter..

what's happening to me?

F1 accident

God of the Moon and Stars - Kees Kraayenoord

heyz.. juz tot i'd share another song i've been listening to~

~from mr s~



God of the moon and stars
God of the gay- and singles bars
God of the fragile hearts we are,
I come to You

God of our history,
God of the future that will be
What will You make of me,
I come to You

God of the meek and mild,
God of the reckless and the wild
God of the unreconciled,
I come to You

God of our life and death
God of our secrets unconfessed
God of our every breath,
I come to You

God of the rich and poor
God of the princess and the whore
God of the ever open door,
I come to You

God of the unborn child
God of the pure and undefiled
God of the pimp and paedophile,
I come to You

God of the war and peace
God of the junkie and the priest
God of the greatest and the least,
I come to You

God of the refugee
God of the prisoner and the free
God of our doubt and certainty,
I come to You

God of our joy and grieve
God of the lawyer and the thief
God of our faith and unbelief,
I come to You

God of the wounds we bear
God of the deepest dreams we share
God of our unspoken prayer,
I come to You

God of a world that's lost
God of the lonely cross
God who has come to us,
I come to You

*hugs*

~d childish post~

I went to the spca yesterday!!!!! OMG.. was playing with the dogs and cats there!!! sooo cute~ u know wad, i tink im more of a cat person after all.. LOL.. spca hasn't changed much since the last time i went there when i was 16.. though they did add an extra wing to the dogs' enclosures..

=)

then after dinner, i proceeded down to zouk to collect my card, but was informed that d manager had taken my card for me as he wanted to give it to me personally!!! but that he would only come in after 11pm~~~~

and it isn't d velvet card! d silly billy just renewed my old zouk account for me.. damnit~ am going to try to psycho the manager to upgrade my card for me! hahahaha..

>.< *bleh*

so anyways, instead of staying at zouk.. i went down to east coast park to chill with s2 and his friends at a ktv beach bar.. quite nice atmosphere~

and oh god, the songs which s2 usually sings... it's either i'm really sensitive.. but i get the feeling he's been singing these particular songs for d past few years entirely for me.. cos they all have hidden meanings!!! in fact, most of the songs he sang to me are like sad songs which somehow has a weird reference back to our past or to me.. i do hope im just being sensitive but the words spoken by jaz keeps coming back to me, basically "that he's fixated on me because i'm the one girl whom he cannot get and the only one who got away"

anyways, i'm sounding so childish in this post.. grrss.. don't know.. don't care~

last nugget - he whispered "i love u" to me in between songs but i acted dumb~ though i tink my heart is starting to thaw..

OK HUK (Heartbroken) - Bodyslam

BOOYA..

shall share a song which is one of s2's favourite.. =) it's fast becoming mine too.. LOL.. i love the chorus! i think i've heard this song like a million times already..