BIMBO, i like!

ok.. for this post, i gotta give u a lil background..

i've got this friend where we had a lil history when i was about 21 years old. it didn't really develop into anything and was totally an innocent matter that got nipped in the butt really quickly with the arrival of espen (my 2nd love). but anyways, late last year, his "gf" at that time contacted me.

apparently they were having some problems, and she needed to clarify a few matters with me, namely "why didn't i get together with him in the past?" and so i did, i told her i was going off to study. and at that time, he wasn't the only one who was chasing me. in fact, quite a number of people were after me at that point in time.

we spoke on the phone for abit. and i let her vent her frustrations out on me cos i felt she needed an outlet just like i did when i first broke up with ewok, my first love.. after that brief contact, we didn't talk again.. at this point, i must elaborate, she spoke bad of him quite abit and though i was able to take it, i was a lil skeptical. however, i didnt speak to my friend about this cos i felt it wasn't my place to stick my head in, my head might get chopped off you know!!! LOL

anyways, just an hour ago, i was speaking to my friend (it's like our annual chat, a really once in a blue moon chat) and the topic of her naturally came up because even though i m not part of it. nor am i taking sides, i felt that if there was still love in the relationship, you had to work hard to get past the problems and eventually find happiness, but i digress, i was still trying to get them to work things out. but he tells me they've broken up since last year....

suddenly he also tells me something really weird. apparently, she found my old blog. and according to him, also keeps talking about me nonstop...... in fact, he said she confronts him about me v consistently.. btw i really haf no idea why.. LOL.. and to make matters a lil stranger, he told me she called me a bimbo after reading my old blog.. LOLOLOLOLOL... (yeah, she's smart, really, according to marcus, cos he's damn smart too so i feel smart to be linked to these two, man! LOL)

but honestly, i dun really give a shit. so what if you call me a bimbo? ur entitled to ur opinions. plus, i really dun give a rat's ass because i rather not portray myself as some1 real clever but actually fall short. plus, its very relaxing to be known as a bimbo. wahahahahahahahahahahahaha.

why try so hard to look smart? i'd readily admit that im not smart. in fact, my head contains more air than my ass. and i tink i fart quite alot already. LOL. jokes**

so charlene, honestly, take my word for it. though we have the "same" name, and he has had affections for us both in his past. i m not ur rival.

u make my head swell when i tink of how u tracked my old blog down. honestly. thx for the bimbo compliment as well! call me when u haf d time, we'd go do some bimbotic things so as to get u a lil less intense.

o and the 20+ msges u bombard him everyday even though u 2 have broken up? what's with that? that's not the advice i gave u. i told u to work things through. not force urself on him! i feel so sorry for him sia.. u seem a lil psychotic now.. but then again, as i told him, there are always 2 sides to a story. if u needa talk, just gimme a call.. im really a nice person once u get to know me. am blur at times, but u can just put it down to me being an airhead!

but u seem a lil scary to me now. i can just imagine u spouting nonsense about me. >.>
o and btw, marcus didn't lead me on, neither did i. and we definitely did not sleep together. we were only 20 for god's sake IN AN INNOCENT ERA. so stop ur lies and gossip about me at least.. thanks a lot!!!

love
shar aka bimbotic model

ps: i hope u found this new blog too. lemme know k? im too lazy to track urs down if u haf 1. but really, thanks. u just gave my ego a mega boost. ^^

pps: i do hope u dun give marcus such a hard time. he really is a good chap and friend. and though he's really goodlooking, we really don't have anything romantic between us.......

parents are gone! whee.. but doesnt seem like im going to be free since zeh, kor and rach moving in.. zzz.. sigh. and i so wanted to just stay home and play games all day and night.

then there's something that's been puzzling me recently.. why do guys keep asking me to stay single??? LOL.. and it's not just like 1 or 2.. it's quite a few.. so weird.. and btw, they don't know each other....

a couple of examples of d reasons

1. cos he's overseas so i shld stay single till he's back
2. cos he's studying and it's an important period so i can't upset him
3. cos he's single so i shld stay single
4. cos he doesn't know the guy who wants to date me so i shld stay single
5. cos i have to be the bait for guys.. <-- shall not elaborate but its something like being a wingman
6. cos he is too young
7. cos he is not suitable
8. cos he cannot match??
9. cos he doesn't like him.
*blah blah blah*

hilarious la.. anyways, those aren't the reasons why im still single.. =)))

well, gd nitez, everybody. i'm having a headache. zzz

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