~d childish post~

I went to the spca yesterday!!!!! OMG.. was playing with the dogs and cats there!!! sooo cute~ u know wad, i tink im more of a cat person after all.. LOL.. spca hasn't changed much since the last time i went there when i was 16.. though they did add an extra wing to the dogs' enclosures..

=)

then after dinner, i proceeded down to zouk to collect my card, but was informed that d manager had taken my card for me as he wanted to give it to me personally!!! but that he would only come in after 11pm~~~~

and it isn't d velvet card! d silly billy just renewed my old zouk account for me.. damnit~ am going to try to psycho the manager to upgrade my card for me! hahahaha..

>.< *bleh*

so anyways, instead of staying at zouk.. i went down to east coast park to chill with s2 and his friends at a ktv beach bar.. quite nice atmosphere~

and oh god, the songs which s2 usually sings... it's either i'm really sensitive.. but i get the feeling he's been singing these particular songs for d past few years entirely for me.. cos they all have hidden meanings!!! in fact, most of the songs he sang to me are like sad songs which somehow has a weird reference back to our past or to me.. i do hope im just being sensitive but the words spoken by jaz keeps coming back to me, basically "that he's fixated on me because i'm the one girl whom he cannot get and the only one who got away"

anyways, i'm sounding so childish in this post.. grrss.. don't know.. don't care~

last nugget - he whispered "i love u" to me in between songs but i acted dumb~ though i tink my heart is starting to thaw..