rantings

HATE

it's a word i hate to use

n i hate what u do to me

i'm not your plaything whom u contact whenever you're "free"

u don't disappear for weeks and then complain when my life picks up without u in it

i don't believe u when you say you don't even have a min to call me

and then i hear you going fishing and spending time with ur friends

then suddenly out of the blue, have the urge to call me at bloody 2 or 3am

just so as to string me along

and better still, have an argument even when we're not together

if u say u want to spend the rest of your life with me,

u'll spare some time and all my pictures would have had ur face in them.

but i say WHATEVER, shawn.

ur all bloody talk and no action.

pls dun tell me u know wad u want cos honestly,

ur doing a shit job of showing sincerity in wooing me

n all ur doing is complaining about my "lifestyle"

i dun fucking care anymore.