RANTS

despite being a peace-lover, sometimes, i really just hate my colleagues..

this office is a fucking horrid place... sometimes, i don't even know why i stick around

i guess its just complacency.. i guess its cos i like to float. i guess im too lazy to move from a comfortable spot...

zz.. not to mention, i started off badly living a lie in this stupid place.. (i had to lie on several occasions that 1 of the lawyers wasn't my aunt...)

and from then on, it just rolled on and on..

pple get jealous.. pple get upset.. pple start to talk..

sometimes, i don't get why pple can't mind their own business and do their work..

i mean, just do ur work and get it done right.. is it so hard? and some colleagues can get the simplest stuff done wrong? like hello, stupid??

why must gossip and spread rumours all around..

then something new happened this morning~

just cos i used a colleague's fucking computer for like less than 10 min yest.. and all i did was run searches (i even forgot i was running the search cos i wasn't at her comp) and opened a couple of official-looking folders for less than 10 min.. magically, this morn some weird random shit files were on her desktop and all eyes turn to me as if i was looking through her personal stuff..

my boss asked me to check her comp and so i did.. w/e la.. so now they're prob saying stuff about me again.. (or maybe im too sensitive but sometimes, i just know)

anyways, these are pple who will nva b my friends.. NEVER! i dunno why i bother getting upset about my reputation.... i wanna obliterate these wu liao pple from my life!

FOR GOD'S SAKE, i dun even read her blog though she advertises it on her msn nick.. why shld i want to check her comp for fuck?