tears on my pillow

i've been sick recently and i'm not getting better.
my temperature's been holding steady at 37.3 degrees for the past week
and my throat feels like it's being scraped with sandpaper everytime i try to swallow.
i get irritated easily and have no mood to do anything
i wonder what's wrong

i think i'll see the doc for some medication later on

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a couple of stuff which really annoyed me yesterday
- a person who complains alot (to me), complained that i was complaining about a meal.

n i was like WTF because i wasn't complaining.. >.<

- i've been having difficulty getting to sleep recently. and when i finally did, a mere 1 min later, my dad WOKE me up by asking me to sleep in the other room. i was pissed. that 1 min of "rest" gave me a huge headache.

i couldn't get to sleep till an hour later. =(

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this morning i was washing up and i was wondering why my face was sticky.
i gave no further thought to it till i came to work
sheena immediately asked whether i cried last night or couldn't get to sleep.
apparently my eyes are puffier than normal and my eyebags were huge.
thinking back, i think i must have been crying in my sleep again.

i wonder why

what in the hell is actually bothering me?