January the 15

today has been a really weird day for many reasons..

on monday, i told him that i didn't want to be alone today (2nd anniversary of something impt to me) and he totally understood. =) ok, its not as if we've been spending our days/nights apart but we're definitely gg to be together this day/night of jan 15 2010. LOL

Well, we havent been apart since wed (except when we needed to work) and it's been like this for the last few weeks. to the point that i don't need to msg my parents to let them know that i'm staying at his place already cos it's like a given. and it feels good.

its that feeling of living on my own and having my own independance and life which i really enjoy. it's also called freedom if that's what ur asking. =D

mum's been a little curious as to how he looks like. she wants me to bring him home soon. but i dont feel like i should yet.. but soon, soon i will.. im thinking maybe in march, on my dad's bday.

he told me this morning with a poker face as we took the train in to work that he didn't feel like gg to work. but he knows he has to because if he didn't work, where was he gg to get the money to marry me? and it was said in such a silly but adorable way that i totally melted! LOL.. aww.. <3

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had a little weird thing gg on with a couple of friends lately

i think its the unfriend week since i lost 2 off my friend list within a week

strangely, i dont feel it yet

but it was weird

1 of them explained to me why he hadda remove him and i understood

so i explained that i have to remove him too since he was gg to remove my bf off

and he understood

and we wished each other the best

but the other just removed me without a word

a big irony since i was gg to tag her in a BFF post which made me find out she removed me

also supposed to feel like a big thing since she was supposed to be 1 of my BFFs

guess nothing's meant for forever eh?

temporary breaks also breaks up a forever

anyways we all need breaks now and then

who doesn't need a break?

come, let's go, i'll treat u to a kit-kat

<3