that man i wanted and almost married

an interesting window popped up today..
it was jus who hasn't spoken to me ever since we broke up in 2008..
so we had a good catch up session

it was really nice to speak to him again

it even brought back quite a few memories

it was also strange that i could be friendly after hating him for so long

so i finally congratulated him about his wedding


then ken got jealous =D
cos he said the conversation lasted too long
aww~ *happie*
he accused me of missing jus

and at that moment, i wanted to retort about him and his ex-gf

but i caught my tongue in time

so i reassured him that jus's bond with me was in the past

and it will stay in the past

to be honest, i dont miss jus

but the relationship we shared

was a lil too deep for me

it will leave a scar on me for the rest of my life

*emo*

1 of our songs