the time it almost ended

things came to a head about a couple days ago when we suddenly argued out of the blue
and what's more, we even argued in public..
i felt really terrible
and we almost didn't make it

but we did..... =)

however, things didn't seem to be well the day after
cos the words which were spoken kept running through my mind
and when i went home, i had this strong feeling to check his computer
i then found stuff that made me cry
and think about ending the relationship

i tried not to talk about it cos i wanted to deal with it on my own but failed..
so i eventually woke him in the middle of the night to tell him what i found
he explained that the letter i had found which was addressed to me
was written way way way before we got together
also the photos under his keyboard were of his client

then he called me silly -.-

he comforted me so much that i fell for him again
its deeper now
its deeper for him too
so everything's fine and dandy now

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I was afraid he'll be upset that I checked his computer
so i asked him but he confessed
he had checked my computer before i checked his
and i was like O.O ooooOOOOHHHHHH!

hehehehehe..

our situation's so amusing hahahaha

he told me he read my conversation with ewok
and he got jealous
but it got fine when he realised i was talking about him with ewok

then he called me a flirt (presumably cos of convos with other peeps, i guess)

LOL