so well, i had a disturbing dream this morning. i dreamt j came running back to me and i tell u, it's impossible to describe the joy i felt even in my alcohol-fuelled sleep..

but that's just a dream. it's already impossible between us.

i had way too much fun yest. stumbled home at about 6am this morning. amazingly sober after drinking way too much.. martinis, chivas, martell, lambo.. shall not describe the places i visited.. my verdict: fun n crazy.

ok, after reading that paragraph, my parents are frowning. LOL

anyways, i got tix to the F1!! whee.. so happy.. haha. =) after hunting for ways to watch it for so long, it finally just dropped right into my lap! YAY

my august bills are here. damn. overspent. way too much. sometimes i wish i got a sugar daddy. haha. but no, my dad's too strict. which is good. sigh.
reminder to u guys: i pay my own bills. in fact, it's amazing how i manage my finances. -_-"

my resolutions today:
to start rejecting people whom i don't like
try to start a healthy relationship with some1 i like
to have healthy fun

last tots: my phone is off due to lack of battery. zzz. i'm thinking of karma. zzz. i am avoiding some1. zzz. damnit. god, give me strength.