Monday, August 24, 2009

boyfriend on my mind

lately i've been sending flowers to people (even to some1 who is in faraway canada) till i got the urge to want to receive flowers myself. so how? hmm.. sigh..

its so pathetic to ask pple to send me flowers la.. hahahaha.. won't do that.. >.<

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he calls/meets/dapaos lunch for/calls me out for dinner/or just plain calls me to chat almost everyday now.

and yet, we still haf no feelings for each other. (i do however have a soft spot which ultimately ensures that i never say no to him.. >.<)

however, everytime i leave him after a meal/a movie/a short meet/a chat, i feel lonelier and more wretched than ever.

today he called me out for coffee and during that 30 min, i urged him to get a gf and he replied, he wasn't interested in any1 at all and that he doesnt see himself getting attached this year.

oddly, i felt irritated. i wonder if he gets the same feeling when i tell him im not interested in him or in any1 else.

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i kept thinking of getting a bf all day today

suddenly, mr b's offer seems rather attractive to me. LMAO

then i thought of speed-date, a facebook application which seemed quite interesting a long time ago and that i was "asked" to remove cos some1 (a rich guy who drives a gorgeous over-modified fairlady), insisted i remove it immediately because he didn't want me to meet other guys on it. LOL! and i did!

but think i shall play with it again tonight. might cure the boredom for now. ^^

im sure it'll be an interesting topic to blog about! hahaha..

kk, ciao pple.. i m leaving my office now.. zzz

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