i've been getting restless.
increasingly disatisfied with my life
when i get lonely, spend my time with companions
when i don't feel like being home, i spend my time at work
when im bored, i find fun things to do. (impromptu)
a rather boring life i lead huh.
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been spending time with a certain someone.
but there's no romantic entanglements involved
it feels nice,
complicated
and fucking confusing.
>.<
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~a dilemna~
recently, something happened. (hint: an ex's wedding)
not a big thing actually
but considering how people have pointedly tried to keep it from me.
they were probably trying to keep me from getting upset??
but anyhow, i heard about it and fyi, it didn't bother me.
what i do care about, is that my best friends who knew about it didn't want to tell me.
probably out of consideration to my feelings. which i can appreciate and understand
BUT i didn't like hearing about it from a stranger.
so here comes the dilemna, shld i be upset that my best friends tried to keep something "big"
which they knew for a certain period of time,
but however which was in fact a small thing, from me?
or shld i ignore it? cos it doesn't bother me.
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it doesn't bother me.
=D
though i can't wish them personally, well,
i'd just like to write here that i wish the both of them the best
from the bottom of my heart.
=P
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