Tuesday, December 15, 2009

my sunday ups and downs

on sunday, my heart gave a little leap when he looked deep into my eyes and said, "you are mine. you are my property and you know, i take very good care of my property." it was like a dream... a promise made for the future that i was going to be his; heart and soul.

i am feeling slightly delirious at the thought of my future. LOL

though im still not attached and we still haven't found our footing in this world. the initial arguments have stopped and everything's beginning to be so fine and dandy. in fact, im feeling real positive about this dating partner. hehs..

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that same day, i lost my handphone.
i guess it's God's way of telling me that the world has to have a balance.
that on the same day, i felt the door of happiness open
i needed to know that i had to keep my feet on the ground
by feeling annoyance at myself for leaving my handphone in the cab.
f*ck f*ck f*ck f*ck F*CK!!!

or maybe, God is telling me I can delete my phonelist, that lil black book, now that i've got the people i care about in my life and their numbers have long been burnt into my brain. :D

*** need money for new phone. =(((

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been staying at shee's place.
i cooked curry chicken last night.
was a rushed job cos i was running late for groceries
was too hungry to care whether the potatoes were soft enough. (they were)
it was a good curry to me (sweet and nice, though it could be spicier and thicker)
though shee didn't like it. =/
i guess we have different tastes. =\

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